Aye! Ladies and Jets....READ THIS

ok ummm...

if u take the time to read my poems and all that...

don't jus scroll em and all that...

leave a damn comment!

sheeesh!

Love,

Chris Barz!, Christopher Barzio!, and Christoph Barzinator!

"Chris, stop being a Shiest...Answer the F*cking Phone!"

I have packed my bags!

so now the only ones left are the ones under my eyes.

Long nights planning this [trip of a Lifetime.]

Using you as my inspiration...my [chick as a lifeline.]

this [trip got my Eye's wide] As i make my way to the airport,

I was blind to the [reality that]...

I am not used to flying but i keep asking myself
["Yo! why Haven't we Left?"]

Eager to Escape the pain of being (...a-lone), and living life like (...a...drone)

[thoughts in my dome and how]...
[if i toss in the throne n' crown]...
that i have been [holding now]...
for many [moments now]...
I can [stroll in town] with a smile =-) up on my face.

you bring out [the best in me ,see...]
[the recipe be...]
[expressing my peace...]
that i am [destined to reach...]
with you u right [next to my seat.]

i was blind to see that [Murphy's Law is a bitch.]
I know them jerks be [all in ya shhhhh...]
[all in they whip's...]
yelling out...

["aye Sweetheart, can i call u a bit!?]

...then one month later, they slip up and [call u a bitch.]
[call u a trick]...say that u [all on they dick.]

like...

" YO! Why YOu [Hoggin' me, Bitch!?], You Better [Pause on that sh*t]...
Before i bring a [Uhaul to this b*tch]... and pack up [all of my sh*t!"]...

"Cuz yoU!...are getting a little [too comfy.]

i know you [love to love me...]

but daMn can you Stop being so ['Lovey Dovey']...and u looking real [dusty]"

that's what they do...

I tell u Trust me but you [pause of that notion...]

to dabble in [all of that potion...]

That I, [BArz...is the ocean...]

that will be the reason that [all of us floating.]

I been had ordered my [ticket of commitment.]

...yet u r still pondering...about how life would be every[minute you live it.]

[with me...]

We made it pass the [Metal Detectors that be...]

why most people can't [reach their level of peace.]

I tell you..."Darling, give me [kiss like Muahhhhh]"

for the victory of being [this right...ahhhhhhh]

feels good...agreeing with myself like ["My Chick right, Huh?"]

[my chick Tight!, huh!?]

[yupperoos!]...then i [step to you...]

as [u accept the truth]...that this [dude next to you.]

makes u feel good like how [sex will do.]

So i ask you the question...Will be my [Damsel I Rescue in Peace?]

Then the voice on the intercom said...

"Flight to Commitment has been [Canceled Indefinitely]"

Sooooooooo i'm [blown like fans]

man it felt [so right...damn.]

©Chris Barz 2007

Fur Tasche'

she loves it when i make her wonder

like..."damn, i never thought of that"

so we end up haVing the weirdest conversations about...nothing...

it's often wack

yet the sessions of thE Real last for so long

so i makE her wonDer...opEn her eyEs...make her See...

we lauGH...wE convErse, we Laugh again...

interlock mindstates yet loosen paradigms... I make her ME

yet there is a topic that i hate to speak on...

like the past...and how it is affecting me now...

so...i'm am silent...mute.

and aCt like it is not stressing me now

if sHe catChes me in Silence...she will ask "WhAt's Wrong?"

but i bRush it off like cleaning ladiEs...

say that iT's because i havEn't seen her lately...

when in actuality...it's...the FaCt that i'm truly speechless.

YOU MUST UNDERSTAND...

i don't know what to say sometimes...becuase i just wAnt to Tell her hoW much i loVe her in 500 different Languages...

i want to put it in hEr hEad thAt i wouLd StAnd outsiDe in the pOuring Rain (no umbrella...lol) juST to plAnt a kiss on her forehead...

that i would love her more than anyBOdy in Her pAst...

tell Her thAt i hAve DreaMs abouT uS both BeinG fAmous and goiNg to the Academy Awards togethEr...

to Tell Her thAt i knoW why TOm CruiSe jumpEd on OPrah's Couch.

to tell her...thAt i WanT to

1.)RoB a Bank with Her,

2.)thEn CuT oFF every hostage's left toe...

3.)GeT senT to thE psychiatric facility...

4.)then mAkE out WeaRing straitjackets...

juST so We can Say We'rE "CRAzy in LoVE"

then...

tell hER...thAt i WanT to buIld a

SpacEship mAde of all of hEr FavoriTe thingS...then uSe thAt to

Fly to the Moon...

afterall...thAt's the only plaCe...

i feel like we can go...

without...

people.

-Chris Barz

©Chris Barz 2006

College Bound?

two college applications rest in my bookbag...

yEt there is no enthusiasm...

matter-of-fact...there's not much...anything...

don't get me wrong, i got plenty-dreams

but i feel that many-things

make me feel like...i don't give a shit about anything

I do...but i don't

it's like i'M cool...and i'm dope

but when it comes to school...its few hope

i hEaRd a GaZillion Times...that i nEed to start feeling out apps before it's too late...

ErrrRR...too laTE?

"dog, i got time...i'm cool...straight"

but still i let the time pass by...

u ask why?

eRRR...don't really know

ummmm...

mayBe I'll pick up that pen...

and fill out that thing

cuz afterall it could help me feel out my dreams...

cuz...

being hungry with nothing to eat

is like being horny with nothing to beat...

RealTALk

©Chris Barz 2006

Lost One

first off, don't blame yourself...blame me.

cuz I chose to not make peace,

and at 17, you truly can't be...

more than what you actually be...

...i feel like casualty...

...cuz now i'm too dead to see...

...remember what you said to me?...

this is what i should have said to sweetz,

"to you, there is no me..."

"to me, there is no you..."

"to us, there is no we..."

"and you, just stare at the clues"

and i, just stare at the moon...

this is the stor-y...

call it the histor-y...

or "his"-story...

... how could you not notice?...

...it sux feeling unnoticed...

...i felt like i was really unnoticed...

so i had to give her a notice.

maybe just to change her focus.

...so i gave her a notice.

...it did not save her, she's hopeless.

...she said that she will change her focus.

i feel like i made her focus.

but she just began loafin'.

so we sat in silence...

...like really...sat in silence...

no movement, no words...

i was upset in silence.

so i left her...silent.

no regret...i hide it.

hung up the phone, like you make me sick

she didn't know i was hanging up our relationship.

i really started to think that i hate this chick.

so our relationship,

was no relationship.

it sailed away on a relation-ship.

girl, i can't take this shit.

u showed me that you CAN take this shit...

...this was never a relationship...

...it was just a long date-n-shit...

...you wanted to eat all your cake-n-shit...

...then rub it in my face-n-shit...

...that same cake, will make-you-sick...

...i wonder how your takin-this...

don't let these harsh words fool you...

hopefully they will sooth you...

i'm not trying to acuse you...

remember I'M the fool who...

...attempted to pull you...

...attempted to woo you...

...attempted to love you...

...attempted to...trust you.

she lost one.

©Chris Barz 2006

ALL YOU GOTTA DO

foreword:this might as well be the most creative {peace} i ever wrote.i don't call it a Piece, i call it a PeACe...because i give you a Piece of my mind which creates a PEACE in yours....and mines...this is the most CONFUSING PEACE i ever wrote...the key to understanding this is thinking(and spelling) in {REVERSE}...as it begins, we begin, so let's begin...good luck readers!

-chris barz

ALL YOU GOTTA DO

all you gotta do is say...

{SEY}

backwards...

{YES}

say yes, {sey} yes

in reverse...

so let's reverse it...

this is what you {sey} to me

when you indeed...

say {yes to me}

no!, in reverse

don't {sey}

emotion backwards!

that means NO{i}-TO-ME!

EMOT{i}ON

don't say NO{i}-TO-ME

just say...sey...{backwards}

understanding?

loving you ?is...

heaven

i'm naive

emotion is the creativity

in you and me...

we go on, and on, and on.

you say no, and no, and no.

when you experience a bad emotion

i feel your evil (love) in reverse.

that means your saying

NO{i}-TO-ME

which is emotion in reverse

don't say no

just say...yes...

in reverse.

{live forever of evil}

backswards

spells

{liveforeverofevil}

live forver of evil

and

love spelled backwards

is pronounced

evil.{evol}

yet loving you correctly is heaven.

don't reverse me.

don't curse me.

just...

say

SEY

{in reverse}

trust...

©Chris Barz 2006

KEY:

i made it alittle easier...spell all the ORANGE words backwards

(if your really good u can find what i mean when i type BLUE words)

Are You Crying!?

"baby?"...

"....baby?"

"are you Crying?"

"...baby?"

"yes Chris..."

"are you...crying?"

...she doesn't answer.

and now i know.

she cries.

and the hardest part is...

knowing that I made her do it.

...I want to apologize but i can't...

...i can't, i just can't.

because i'm the one who told her

that i'm leaving her.

now saying that i love her...

seems like a contradiction.

my actions speak loud...

but she can only hear my words...

and not SEe my wrong

"baby, i love you..."

is what she hEaRs...

"baby, i love you..."

is what she fears...

"baby, i love you..."

is what she bElieves...

"baby, i love you..."

is what she needs.

...decieving her...

...then pleasing her...

...then coming back to please her...

after leaving her.

i feel decieved by believing.

that she believes i'm not cheating.

and when i tell her "your the only one"

she believes it.

every tEaR that DropS from hEr eyes

is for my wrong.

the first....is for the girl that gave me her number, when she went to the bathroom...

the second...is for the girl that i was secretly talked to when i said i'd be back soon...

the third...is for the girl that i said was just my friend.

the fourth...is for the girl i stayed overnight with, when our date came to an end.

and the fifth...

well the fifth...

is for her bestfriend.

the girl that she trusts the most in this world.

who i cheated on her with.

now she's crying her heart to me.

"chris....chris?..."

she questions in a fowl tone.

her pain is now known...

and i can't say anthing...

...so i leave her with a dail tone.

i-won-a-bee-ah-loan

©Chris Barz 2006

Finally I'm [Here], yet [Not-Yet] like [Near]

it's It's IT'S IT'S It's NOT HARD...
My Name is Chris Chris Chris Chris Chris Chris [Barz]

Hello Everyone or No-one...
As YOU see I just started the OFFICIAL Chris Barz Blogspot Page
and expect to get this poppin' just like the good ol' days.
So far...i have no friends, no subscribers...and I don't think anybody knows about this.
So I guess I'm talking to myself right now...But it's ALLLL gravy baby...Cuz I'm about to Change all that!
Just Sit back...Read Something...view something...do what you do and be sure to come back here DAILY to see what's NEW.
and HOPEFULLY we can get this poppin' and have 18290830939809380 subscribers like I used to.

I will be uploadin' Poems, Verses from Le Abstract, Diaries, Beats, Songs...and [alllllll] the Chris Barz Goodies that I used to have the people feining for.

it's all about THE People!
So You Better GET ME!!!!!!!!!

Mystery Girl

there is this girl.
hmmm...
i think i'ma call her DoPe-Girl...
i've only seen her like 4 times, and the youngin' goes to our school but...
she probably rides the school bus...
i REFUSE to call her my school crush...
she's like...DOpE...
not on a level of flYness...but kinDa like the addiction...
i'm wishin'...
she's all that i think of her to be...
smart...talented...openminded...
i don't know where my open-mind went...
cuz her beauty can open-eye lids...
shiiiiiiitt....sure did open-mines kid
toDay was the 4th time i've ever seen her

the firsT: "oH *snap*..Who iS that!?"...
i couldn't focus

the SeCond: *No WorDs*...
i went unnoticed

the tHiRd: she's getting in the car w/ some dude...
in a Focus

the fourth: was...well...today...she caught my eye...
like..no sh*t

(and you know-thiS!)

i must have caught hers...

but we nEver caught words...

we only thought words

I wish i could have told her that i think she's flawless...
regardless. (period)
we diDn't speak...and she just stared at me...
the "stare" saying that she want me to sAy somEthing...

I didn't.
and i talk to girls all the time, but she's different...
she's...
beautiful.
I do not know her name.
oh well...
"maybe next time, Chris"...

©Chris Barz 2006